Living in the dark
What's wrong with you ?
I shall cut down on going out , I've not gone out for 3 days , maybe once a week or maybe not at all . I don't understand why almost everyone thinks that if you made a mistake in your life , you're forever wrong & ought not to get a chance , if everyone thinks like you do , this world would be in total chaos , you're selfish , your damn family is cursed & making you heartless .
Sorry to use vulgar language but I've to let it out .
I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE A CHANCE BY REPEATING MY MISTAKES OVER & OVER AGAIN BUT YOU DON'T NEED ME TO FIND MY DOOM DEAD WAY .
Hahas , well , I'm not haha-ing , but sometimes I wanna ask myself , am I a jinx to my life or family ?
I got a secret , I wanna publish this out !
****** ******** are just a bunch bias & they've cowardly acts , all they know is to ask someone to write down the statement , big time gangster got beaten up & call police ? So this is call-ed black & white huh ? They beat up fugitives even though some did not commit crimes , they're lucky no one sues them if not they'll be enjoying their life somewhere .
I look at the shooting stars yesterday with my cousin at my block's little garden . While I'm home , I prayed for it , I've lots of wishes but I hope 5 of it will come true .
This is my last post I guess , I really hope to get to see you again , I've your gifts with me still , all those 花花公子 , I shall come for you another day .
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This post will end with the memories .




Although I don't have some of your photos I will key in your names here .
Aaron , my beloved brother , although Xuan's not here , try to communicate with him if you know who I'm referring to . Hope to see your smile cause you're cute with it , I hope you take care of yourself too . To the guy I'm referring to , hope you do the same ! There's no forever hatred , let bygones be bygones .
Guo An , learn to be like a man ! Hope you don't learn bad uh , let's see when your pool & billard skills improve !
Ladies : Amelia , Bronna , Esther , Joey , Mavis , Rina & Yu Ke
Gentlemen : Aaron , Dylan , Garry , Guo An , Guo Qiu , Hong An , Hong Guo , Jamin , Jun Yi , Nicholas , Shawn , Sylester , Xin Wang , Yi Kai & Yun Xuan
To other friends which I've not mention your name , I'm sorry cause I name all the important ones . My classmates & teachers too ! A friend will always be a friend ! I LOVE YOU GUYS !
Thanks so much for the wonderful memories of the clique or being part of my friend . I appreciate that , you guys have grown up , so do what you think is right .



